I quite miss my high school days. Not the high school experience itself though, but the fact that I had so much more time, and less responsibility.

I remember when I used to post deviation here every single day, and now I can only visit DA once in a while and barely post anything.

College life is quite alright, it's just that I must be more time efficient and can no longer enjoy the luxury of being lazy as much as I did before. Perhaps it is a good lesson for me, but at the same time it makes me sad that I cannot do my hobby.

Time efficiency includes sleeping early as well. I cannot afford to goof off and sleep late, because it will affect my academics drastically because, well, it's different from high school. It is not a matter of how many all-nighter I can pull anymore. It is not a matter of whether I can bear getting no sleep.

This is not a kid's game.

Perhaps others may brag to me that this doesn't affect them. Frankly, perhaps I'm just unfortunate coming to this university, and is having harder time than some people.

But perhaps I'm learning a good lesson by being kicked in the butt like this. I'm just afraid that I may lose my hobby overall.

I'd like to believe that in the long run, however, if I succeed in being efficient I may be able to make more time for drawing and goofing off. It is just that right now, I think I'm kind of caught in a bad cycle. As soon as I catch up maybe it'll get better.

Gah, but so much effort I need to put to get out of the cycle, huh?





So I think for some time, I will be more less active.
Wish me luck~


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