grey room

boy: hey John how u doin'
John: ha I'm fine Matt, hey, did you buy that car?
Matt: damn right! you should go see it, it's brand new!
boy2: can I go see too?
John: ach, no way, it's only for important people
Matt: ye this car ain't anything you can buy in regular stores
boy2: oh......
John: .....what are you waiting for? go home
boy2: but mom said I have to stay outside.....
John: go home
boy2: she's going to hit me
John: and I really don't care, and I really don't want to see you, go home
boy2: .........
John: *pushes him* fuckass.....
boy2: *walks away slowly*
John: goddamn go kill yourself or something faggot

*boy2 stand at the doorway*
boy2: ..........*looks around*.....*knock on the door*
mom: .*door opens and a pale woman is standing infornt of the door*
...huh........did I not tell you to be outside?
boy2: John told me to go home
mom: *kicks him* home? what home? you don't have a home, your home's outside,
SO STAY OUTSIDE *slams door*
boy2: *looks at the ground and sighs*

*a baseball flies across the road*
boy2: *stares at it*
*the ball lands on someone's lawn with a sign "beware: dog" *
boy2: bad dog no good *walks away*
boy3: hey thickhead
boy2: *turns around*
boy3: get that ball over there I'm not going into that yard
boy2: I don't wanna
boy3: ...who asked for your opinion get in there
boy2: I don't wanna
boy3: look do you want to be beaten or something
boy2: you can do that but I'm not going in
boy3: aww scared of dogs are ya
boy2: the ball is yours...you get it
boy3: ok then I'll tell mom
boy2: .........
boy3: *whistles and heads for the house*
boy2: ........don't.......
boy3: oh I wonder what I'll say *prepares for knocking*
boy2: I will go get the ball
boy3: haha dumbass
boy2: *looks at the sign "beware:dog" ......*slowly walks across the lawn not trying to
make any noise*

boy3: hurry up stupid
boy2: *gets nervous and starts to cry* ahh........*stops*
boy3: oh dear god that faggot...HURRY UP
boy2: *starts to walk shakingly while sobbing* ahh........*reaches the ball*
*slowly reaches for it* .......*looks back at boy3*....

boy3: get it!
boy2: *looks at the ball..then looks at the boy3*
boy3: oh for the love of... *whistles loudly*
boy2: WAIT NO DON'T

*a dog pops from nowhere*
boy2: AHHH
dog: *barking madly and chases boy2*
boy2: AHHHHHHHHHH *runs everywhere*
dog: *continues to bark and chase*
boy3: hahaha look at the sissy run!
John: yo what's all the noise
Matt: hey isn't that mrs. Birch's dog
John: and it's chasing Kai......HAHHA what a sissy
Matt: damn that dog is a fierce one
Kai: AHH STOP THE DOG
John: Dan(boy 3) gimme the bat
Dan: ok, wut are you gonna do?
John: *runs and hits the dog, the dog runs away yelping*
Kai: *walks shakingly toward John* ahh...thank y-*hit*
John: you shit you just let everyone hear you!
kai: .....dog..........*falls on the floor*
John: you fucking attention whore, do you want attention that bad?
kai: *looks at John*
John: you are so selfish, it's always about you and YOU
kai: i'm sorry....
John: well sorry's not enough you emo
Kai: .......*looks down*
John: *looks at his arm* wow you cut again? damn aren't YOU EMO *laughs*
Dan: *imitates kai crying*  oh waa look at me I'm so miserable
John: haha oh man you are so not funny.....you think you are the most miserable person
in the world, don't you? you just wanna do that so you can get some stupid
attention from people, GOD
Kai:......
John: you are stupid Kai, you are so naive..like you don't know about others...
you don't even care......think about other people around the world that's more
miserable than you once in a while will ya?
kai: ........................
Dan: I'm hungry I'm going home
John: hey Matt wanna eat too?
Matt: sure, I luv your mom's cookin'
Kai: .......

*at dinner*
Kai: *sitting beside the table* .....
Dan: *looks at Kai* *imitates a bad crying face*
mom: Dan, eat your food
Dan: yes mom *cuts the steak*
kai: *breathes deeply*
Dan: *pokes a chunk of meet and wiggles it in front of Kai's face*
kai: ......*sniff* er.........
Dan: *chuckles* *wiggles it harder*
kai: ahh......*chomps on it*
Dan: *withdraws it quickly* wow damn! that was close
kai: *looks at the meat and whimpers quietly*

Matt: mmm this is delicous ma'am
mom: why thank you Matt *smiles warmly*
kai: .......uuu.....
Mom: *looks at Kai* stop making that horrible noise
kai: ........
Dan: *wiggles the meat again*ooohh~

*after dinner*
John: did you bring it?
Matt: *takes out a dvd*
John: hur...wow this hasn't been even released yet
Matt: haha I know but my dad got it for me
John: I luv your dad
Matt: I know *laughs*
*both guy leaves*

Kai: .........*tired*.........
Dad: *cleans his mouth and drinks a big glass of water* ahh that was very good
Mom: ye me too.....Dan you didn't finish yet?
Dan: sorry mom, I was wiggling it in kai's face
Mom: well hurry up and eat it, it doesn't come from a tree you know...
*points at kai*you, clean the table
Kai: .....I'm tired.......
Dad: AHEM!! why can you not be responsible like your brothers? do as your mother
says *walks away heavily*
Kai: *slowly gets up*
Mom: *makes an angry face* you are so slow and lazy! *grabs his ears*
kai: ow
Mom: *throws his head on the edge of the table*
kai: ...*falls on the floor*
Mom: you are kind of people that just pisses me off...........*growls*
Dan: oo *goes upstairs*
Kai: *rubs his head where he got hit*.......
Mom: my dear god what have I done wrong to make you like this?
kai:*goes to the sink and turns on the water*
mom: ........
kai: *washes*......*looks at mom* ......what......
mom: *grabs a knife and slash his side*
Kai: AHH *steps back and grabs his side*
Mom: you DISGUST me!! all you people are dumb....pray to god for forgiveness...NOW
kai: *shakingly puts his palms together in the middle of his chest*.......
mom: ...say EVERYTHING that you have done wrong......*walks away*
kai: ...........*slowly stands up and looks at the side*.....*still bleeding*
sigh........*looks around* ....*takes his shirt off where his body is covered with bandages
stained red* ouch...*takes a long piece of the bandage from his chest and wraps it around
his waist*.....*opens the bandage on his chest* err..........*his chest is distorted with
scars that seemed to be caused by an object that wasn't sharp enough, yellowish
infections and dark black scabs* you didn't get any better.........*puts the bandages
back on and the shirt too*

kai: *continues washing dishes* you want me to pray mom? do you.....
god.......do you want me pray...........*stops and continues again*...........
what have I done wrong .......*water runs red* ...........oops.....
*takes out his arm where he got a cut on his palm*..........

kai: *stares at the cut*........*looks in the sink and takes out a kitchen knife that
poked him* ......they are gonna call me emo again..........*puts the knife back in*

kai:..........*looks at his palm*....they are going to call me emo again........*takes out
the knife*.......*stares at it blankly* I bet they'll call me emo again
*pushes the knife onto his cut and slowly moves* ......*stinging pain*
kai: *the cut has become bigger and it flows with flood mixed with soap water*
.........*shakes his head* no.........*does it once more on the same spot*
no........nonono..............no.........................no.............*does it again until
the gash it deep and flood gushes out of his thin hand*...........NO

kai: *dunks it into the soap water where it slowly starts to burn* ahh..........ahhhhh...........
err...........*takes out his hand quickly and stares at it angrily* ....*breathes heavily*
STUPID HAND!!! YOU...you MAKE ME MISERABLE *starts biting it*
YOU MAKE ALL THIS HAPPEN *twists it*

Dan: ach what's all the noise birdbrain?
kai; ......*stops and slowly turns to Dan with widened eyes* Dan.......am I emo?
*walks slolwy toward him*

Dan: w..what?
Kai: look Dan, look how EMO I'm...look *shows his distorted and reddened fingers*
Dan: uh..*scared* stay back that's gross!
kai: .......really? .....well Dan..I don't seem to be satisfied with this cut...do you see it?
Dan: ...ew..that's so deep.....
Kai: I'm not satisfied...
Dan:........w..what do you mean..
Kai: I want to slice skin and make it bleed..but my hand don't seem to satisfy me at all......
I want to cause pain but I can't make it painful...
Dan: .........
Kai: *takes out the knife* ...did you know it's less if you do it on yourself..because
you know how hard you are gonna do it...
Dan: ........*steps back*
kai: but usually if I do it on others it seems to hurt more cuz I can't tell how
hard I'm doing it....................*walks closer*
Dan: ..s...stay back!! I'm warning you
Kai: I can't satisfy myself with my own hand......GRR *glomps on Dan*
Dan: AHH DAD HELP!
kai: *laughs hystericallY* POWER OF PAINNN!!! *stabs him in the arm*
Dan: *squeals*
Dad: *runs quickly where Kai is sitting on Dan's back holding a knife
in the air*...........
Kai: *stops and stares at him*
Dad:.........*silent*
Kai: *looks at Dan and stands up*......*blank expression*
Dan: ow ow......ahh Dad I'm bleeding!
Dad:......uh..*hesitates* ..*makes a angry but scared face* go to your room!
you, your mother and I will deal with you later........hmp
Kai: *staring*.........*blinks* .......*slowly walks to his room while glaring at dad*
Dad: *takes a deep breathe*....

Kai: *enters his empty and grey room with almost no furniture*
*stares blankly in the room*
............*throws the knife violently in the wall*
Kai:.....*slowly goes to his bed and falls into a dreamless sleep*.....